Friday, November 16, 2018

DEMIAN : The Story of Emil Sinclair's Youth by Hermann Hesse #Part 1

Hello folks! It's me again. This time I would like to make a review about a book I have read since these last two days. I will only review the first chapter of Demian for now. XOXO enjoy!
 As I told you guys in the previous post that this book is about a young Emil Sinclair who was finding his true self.
#Chapter 1 : Two Worlds/ Two Realms
In the first chapter, it was told that Emil Sinclair was a ten years old boy and going to the Latin school, who lived with a very well family. He told that there are two realms, two worlds of which he was aware at that time, light and darkness, or day and night. The realm of day was good at everything, straight and Christian, just like his family, a very well-mannered, educated, beautiful and harmonious. However, he didn’t feel that he belonged to that kind of family. Sometimes, he even felt that he belonged to a dark or night realm, where all of the scandalous rumors, alcoholics, harassments, murders, and suicides were happening there. He was torn between those two worlds.
In one afternoon, Sinclair and his friends went off from school. He and his two friends from neighborhood were exploring. Then a big boy, tailor’s son, rowdy and strong, thirteen years old, Franz Kromer, came to them. He was from a dark family, where his father was a drinker and his family had a bad reputation. Sinclair was afraid of him. He was affected to a grown up man, the way he talked, the way he walked. He led Sinclair and his friend. They sat and began the conversation. They started bragging and complimenting themselves on all kinds of schoolboy heroics and pranks they had pulled off, but not with Sinclair. He kept quiet. But then, pressured by the boys’ chatter, he invented an intricate story when he was having stolen a sack of apples from an orchard near the mill. Kromer then badgered, making him swear to God that he told a true story. As the boys were dispersing, Kromer pulled Sinclair aside. Kromer told Sinclair that he had known about the apple robbery for quite a while and, further, that the owner of the orchard had offered a reward of two marks to anyone who could tell him who stole the apples. Kromer then told Sinclair that he needed the money and of course would rather chose the money than Sinclair. Kromer started threatening Sinclair to bring two marks on the following day. They agreed to meet in the market after school.
Sinclair returned home a changed boy. He chastised himself for having been so influenced by Kromer and was certain that this act of deception would lead him to innumerably further misdeeds. He felt like an outsider even in his own home. He felt guilty, whether he should confess to his father or not. But he decided not to tell his father about this. But then, his father chastised him for having his muddy shoes and this made Sinclair to fulfill his need to feel punished. At the same time, this was where he first came to see himself as better than his father, because he was virtually a hardened criminal, and his father was scolding him for only a pair of muddy boots.
Sinclair was ill the next day and afforded the opportunity to stay home in the morning. He knew he must meet Kromer at eleven, he decided to crack open a piggy bank his mother kept for him. He discovered in it sixty five pfennigs and decided to bring these to Kromer, with the reason that it would be better than showing up with nothing. Kromer angrily accepted the payment and told Sinclair that he would wait for the remaining mark and thirty five pfennigs. In the following weeks, Sinclair wasn’t unable to pay his debt was forced to perform humiliating tasks for Kromer.

The story doesn't end here everyone! Wait for the next chapters next week! xoxo ppyong!

2 comments:

  1. Interesting book to read, because there are some stories that I still want to know.

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  2. books that present quite interesting stories that make readers want to know more about the stories that have been presented. Keep writing ^_^

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